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September 17th, 2004

12:27 am - Takoyaki, Trust, and Truth
I was going through my word processer program and came across this old chat log I did with Lishypo lishypo and I did more then a year ago. It was for furubayaoirp (yes, this was did way before chap 97). She was playing Shigure and I, Akito. Good Times. Anyhow this was the log that Shigure told Akito that he loved Akito for the first time. It was referred to in the game but never posted. It started out as something silly and built to a full blown confession of love. ^^; Wow...is all I can say. Anyhow also a big sex scene and me going all ga ga doing Akito. ^^;; I tend to get carried away in the moment with Akito. *.*(I maybe should have had Akito shed some tears during this but this was then. heh. )

I do adore this couple. I still very much do. I so loved doing this log as I remember. I was inspired, I think. Lishy if you are reading this. Thanks for a wonderful play. It was truely special. *glomps*

(unedited but for a very quick read through. It will be full of errors I am sure. ^^; )
Takoyaki, Trust, and Truth (first I love you.)Collapse )
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
Current Music: Basement-Puddle of Mudd

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August 26th, 2004

10:47 pm - Project notes
Yes yes. Most of said this a thousand times. Heh. Ok...clean slate. All projects I was thinking about and such have been put on hold do to recent revelations but a few and some new ones. I have been energized about my writing again. Ok. List of projects in no order:

Fruits Basket:
(older project)"umeboshi”, KyoxTohru, one shot, lemon, humor,drama=status:currently working on*

(older project)"Peppermint Sticks":, KyoxKagura, Kagura story, A Christmas Story; one shot lemon, humor, drama=status:started

(older project)"Keep It Dark":Yuki story,YukixKagura, 3 chapters, lime, angst, drama, introspective=status:started

(older project)"Smile": HaruxTohru; one shot, lemon, angst, dark=status:started

(older project)"Religion": AyamexMine, one shot,lime/lemon, humor=status:unstarted

(older project)"What Price Happiness":Ayame story, Hatori+Ayame, 3 chapters, lime, angst, humor, introspective=status:started

(older project)"Christmas Star":HaruxYuki, A Christmas Story, 2 chapters, lime, angst, drama=status:started #on hold

(older project)"Nothing"(working title):Ayame story, AyamexMine, 2 chapters, lemon, angst, humor, introspective=status:almost complete

(newer project)"Chain":Akito story, HatorixAkito, oneshot, lemon, angst, drama, dark, introspective=status:unstarted

(newer project)"Wishes" (working title), Akito story, KurenoxAkito, oneshot, lime, drama, introspective=status:started

(newer project)"Black Silk" (working title), Akito+?, introspective, drama=status:unstarted

(newer project)"Angel Sent" (working title)" Hatori story, HatorixTorhu, drama, lemon/lime?, introspective=status:unstarted

Weiss Kreuz:
(older project)"Untitled", SchuldichxNagi, one shot, lemon, drama=status:started

(older project)"Vow", BradxSchuldich, one shot, lemon, drama=status:started

Rurouni Kenshin:
(older project)"Travels" (working title), AoshixSoujirou, one shot, lemon/lime, drama=status:almost complete

Yami no Matsuei:
(older project)"Anything" (working title), TatsumixTsuzuki, two chapters, lemon, lime, angst, drama:1 chap done

On Hold (not sure when I will get to these as these need reworking and some I lost my focus with):

(older project)"Strawberry and Ribbons", YukixTohru, 4 chapters, lime/lemon, drama=status:1st chap done #on hold

(older project)"Itsumo", HatorixTohru, 5 chapters, lemon, drama, angst, humor=status:1-2 chap done #on hold

(older project)"Muse", ShigurexMit-chan, 3 chap, lemon, drama, humor=status:started #on hold

(older project)"There was Beauty", ShigurexRitsu, one shot, lemon, drama=status:started #on hold

(older project)"Memories of the Moon", ShigurexAkito, multi-chap,lemon, lime, drama:1-2 chap done #on hold

All other projects are on hold or canceled if I didn't mention them.
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful

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June 17th, 2004

04:46 am - New muses
Aki (Adam) Shinjo and Joe Ramsey to the muse space in Yui's head. Take a bow boys. These are some orginal boys. More about them later.
Current Mood: okayokay

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June 9th, 2004

03:24 am - Matt and Nick-just a kiss
Matthew smiled up at Nick, as his head was tipped up. Matt complied without much hesitation.
It all in a kissCollapse )
Current Mood: creativecreative

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May 11th, 2004

07:15 pm - A volunteer model
I felt like I wanted to post this older log. It is not complete nor will it be, but I felt compeled to post it anyhow. It is from the hadrian_uni game. This involves Matthew and Dakota. It starts out nice then quickly turns a little nasty as he ends up upseting Dakota. ~_~ This shows Matt not being so nice. I didn't plan Matt to react that way and I wish I could take it back his poor reaction to the situation. I don't know what came over Matt. >.< I just think it reminds him of something that he feels a little guilty about and also he takes his art WAY too seriously sometimes. :/ I wanted him to be friends with Dakota too. meh...As it is Dakota is being retired from the game (because kyaa said Dakota too difficult to play) and well this won't be finished. Matt was going to say he was sorry in this post. *sighs* I just feel a little embarassed that Matt did this. I hope kyaa Don't mind he posting this as Dakota is her character. And how enough of an intro.

A volunteer modelCollapse )
Current Mood: tiredtired

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March 29th, 2004

02:41 am - Bayou Boy

Now, when I was just a little boy,
Standin' to my Daddy's knee,
My poppa said, "Son, don't let the man get you
Do what he done to me."
'Cause he'll get you,
'Cause he'll get you now, now.

And I can remember the fourth of July,
Runnin' through the backwood, bare.
And I can still hear my old hound dog barkin',
Chasin' down a hoodoo there.
Chasin' down a hoodoo there.

Born On The Bayou;
Born On The Bayou;
Born On The Bayou.

Wish I was back on the Bayou.
Rollin' with some Cajun Queen.
Wishin' I were a fast freight train,
Just a chooglin' on down to New Orleans.


Do it, do it, do it, do it. Oh, Lord.
Oh get back boy.

I can remember the fourth of July,
Runnin' through the backwood bare.
And I can still hear my old hound dog barkin',
Chasin' down a hoodoo there.
Chasin' down a hoodoo there.


All right! Do, do, do, do.
Mmmmmmm, oh.
Current Mood: weirdodd

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March 14th, 2004

03:50 pm - From Yuki's journal- White Day, March 14, 2004
It has been awhile since I posted here. To keep a journal to write ones thoughts down when I am enemies with them. I turn them over in my brain trying to sort them out. However some pieces are lost. I feel incomplete, like a map that was torn to pieces and now I'm trying to put them together, but there are missing bits of paper. My memory has blanks in it. The past. I can't remember things that happened.

I don't want to think about that now. I met Akito again on New's Year. I felt so cold. Frozen. I feel so useless and powerless when I am near him. Drowning in a sea of forgotten pictures. Snapshots. Black and white. The dark room. I have no voice but to tremble. I hate myself that I can't control this terror when he is close.

Valentine's Day was better. Well not much, just annoying as I had many girl students give me their chocolate. And now that White day is today I have to crush their hopes. I can't get involved or close. I let my guard down with Tohru (and the stupid cat was no help) and now she knows the secret and I fear one day Akito will do something to her. But I am selfish as I want her to stay. The house is lonely without her. Her smile and warmth envelops me with confidence that I didn't know I had. I smiled to her. And now I smiled at Haru.

Maybe this day will not be so bad if I remember I have a smile inside.
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative

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04:35 am - Random stuff #1 Cliché
(thoughts of cliché put in my head at temp mort)

Y:What's your sign?
Y:Sweet 16 and never been kissed.
N:I'm 15. You must be drunk. I am not Omi.
Y:Did I say you were? Taste of honey, heart of brass.
N:Doesn't it go, heart of gold?
Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: "Never Die"-Creed

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February 7th, 2004

12:47 pm - past imperfect poems
Old poems I thought I post here.

I wrote...thinks in 2000. I wrote it for a friend because she couldn't write a poem and wanted a poem for a Weiss Kreuz fic she was writing. I even made her a wallpaper with this poem on it for her. ^^; So really this is her poem. Dedicated to Dani B.
A Weiss Kreuz PoemCollapse )

Wrote this for a college class. It is about some TA I knew.
JesseCollapse )
Wrote this for a college class. It is about my creative writing teacher.
The WallCollapse )
Wrote this for a college class. This was a play on words to bring out a feeling.
WireCollapse )

More to follow once I unearth them. ^^;;
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
Current Music: my brother sleeping

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12:35 pm - Memories
cross posted at takiko

I have not been to ff.net in a good long time. And in going there I realized I need to finish some things. Namely two fics. I feel sad I let down all the nice people that reviewed them and I didn't update. T_T *sad sigh* And also I found out I am on a author update of someone and on a fav list of someone. ^^;; I don't know what I did right. O.O So I am going through my computer and seeing what I have written for the next parts of both stories. I have been editing the second part of one story (I won't name it as I know I will jinx it). I have so much of it done. It soon will be ready to be sent it off for proofreading. Also now I know I will not make the story have a lemon as I do want to post it on ff.net. If I do it will be a side lemon and posted some place else.

I do have to admit year 2003 was a totally crap-iod year for writing stories for me for I have only one true story to show for it. ~_~ 2002 was much better. I plan to make year 2004 a much better year. ^_^

So I think my weekend it cut out for me. I think I want to finish more on these older projects before working on more recent ones.

But of course I will be going out to eat for lunch and also checking out the local anime and comics book store. All work and no fun makes for a crabby and listless Yui.
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful

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